4 weeks

4 weeks ago at this time my mom and I were headed to Spokane with Clara and an uncertain future. Hoping for the best, but bracing for the worst. I had a long talk with Chandler and Carson this weekend as they tearfully expressed how hard it is to be apart as a family and not having a mom "who knows what to do." And then my heart swelled when Chandler told me it is okay though because all he wants is for Clara to get better. Both of the boys expressed they will do whatever it takes and that support from my two oldest is priceless.